im getting overwhelmed.
by all these things arnd me, and what pple say.
i need time by myself, to be myself and honestly i loved celebrating shuuy's burfdae.
simply because they asked nothign at all of me, but to be there and share a good time.

he asked me. you enjoy doing all those stuff dont you.
enjoy your busy life, enjoy the feeling of preoccupation.
well, i tot i was, but im not so sure anymore.

and i wanna thank you.
for all you said that redirected my focus.
and how tts wad OUR focus should be.
thanks so much man, its so... it means so much to me to have someone understanding how i feel.
or even trying to empathise.
i really love you brother. thank you so much. for being there talkign to me.

Thanks to Jesus that you gave me a diff pov from wad ive been getting.
i treasure it, no matter how short it is.
and i think this just comes in to give me the extra strength i need, to push on till tml.
and i think we will make it after all.

thankew pei too althoh im very sad you're going rj cos ive jsut really GOTTEN down knowing you and it hurts so much to lose somone like dat but hey we'll hang out real often k... you brighten up my day althoh you may not know it/think so... *muack*